How Are You (Me)?

Normally when I meet my friends...
I will ask them how are you now???
Is this prologue sound like very familiar?
Yup...
Do you all ever heard Liu Ruo Ying's song named as 'Wo Hen Hao'?
I never asked myself for a long time?
I wanna find a job at here...
Cannot be too far...
If no who is gonna fetch me go to work?
Haha...
I will be pay more attention when I am going out now..
Is there any vacancy?
No...
Normally vacancy is more available near town there~
haiz...
Do i still need to become a jobless people again?
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I don't wan la......
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Moody~

最近都不知道真么了...
好像有很多烦恼是的...
我没有多余的力气去想别的事情...
不对...
应该是说我也不知道为什么...
我的心情好像坐云霄飞车似的...
心情高高低低的...
连我自己都不知道在想什么...
好乱哦...
我的白头发又开始冒出来了...
我妈妈被我的白头发给吓到了...
算了啦...
只要把事情看开点就行了...
冯韵洁...
你要加油哦~!!!

^___^

我该好好想一想...

糟糕啦...
近期内我发现我离我的目标越来越远了...
我家里人很不喜欢我读关于设计的科目...
他们认为这一行很没有前途...
那...
我应该放弃吗???


同时...
我也很担心我自己...
就算我自己坚持下去...
我又足够的能力吗???
我有创意吗???
我也不是很清楚我自己的能力...
我只能说我自己是比较有兴趣而已...
如果要和其他科比较起来的话啦...


亲戚们有一句话要劝我...
兴趣不等于我日后的工作...
现在搞得我七上八下的...
都不知道该怎么办好...
接下来这几天我得好好想清楚...

Nervous nervous nervous~

Yes...
Tomorrow is 25th of February...
I am not dare to face my result...
Just like suffocating!
Heart beat fast...
bla bla bla...
Oh My God..
What can I do???
haiz...
Nothing..
Even pray also useless..
haiz...
Yes...
Then tomorrow what time I should go to school???
Before 12???
Then see you guys tomorrow~
Nervous nervous nervous~
I am very nervous now~~~

T.T

25th of February is coming..TT

Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok..

the time is passing...

yes...

25th of February is coming...

I am so worry...

Should I wish for the day coming soon???

Sooner or later i need to face it also...

Crying or Suicide is useless...

Day dreaming is helpless...

gosh...

what should I do??!

I cant stop thinking about my result~!!!!

Stop it~!!!

Stop it~!!!

But I just cant stop it...

This will remind me back to last year when i was taking my examination...

I didn't do it well~!!!

My economic...

My geography...

My mathematics...

Oh no...

My geography is the worst!!!

WORST!!!

I...

didn't read through the question...

So I answer wrong already~

What should I do???

No..

Nothing..

I can do nothing...

Everytime when I think about it just like nightmare!!!

My heart beat fast...

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I do not see any anything in front if me now..

Darkness erodes me....

I feel so lonely in the darkness...

周记一则

最近我破戒了...

因为靠近赤道的天气实在是太太太...

太热了!!!

而且新年到了...

又要帮忙...

实在是热到...

所以...

冷水是少不了的..

不过我也会限制我自己...

我不会让我自己喝太多...

包装水也是..

汽水呢就尽量不喝..

因为太甜了..

无论是汽水还是包装水...

我一天限制我自己喝三包或三罐..

在这新年里..

我并没有常常吃正餐...

因为光吃垃圾食物就饱了...

有的时候才吃一餐...

有的时候早餐和午餐都没吃..

真的是好不正常哦...

不知道有没有瘦一点呢???

hahahahahaha...

好变态的想法哦...

应该肥就有吧...

瘦就应该不会了...

haha..

前天我还和佳盈一起工作的朋友去打羽球球...

wow...

男孩子打球真的是很大力喔...

有一些球我几乎是快到看不到..

可以有秒杀来形容..

haha..

或许是自己太差了..

我认真和他们玩...

无论什么样的球我都尽量去接..

有几粒球很低..

所以我是跪着去接那些球...

结果晚上我的膝盖就黑清了..

真是搞笑...

我们打了两个小时的羽球之后...

大家讨论要去哪里吃东西..

都不知道花了多少的时间来商量啊...

终于大家都同意去湾仔吃东西...

结果咧...

没有开...

然后大家再一起讨论..

结论是去海边的McD~

没想到又是这么多人...

算了啦...

去KFC吧...

吃饱后不知道是谁建议去爬山...

wow...

好刺激哦!

我也没反对...

hahahaha..

我一半都爬不到就喊累了..

气很喘...

我原本还想放弃的...

叫大家继续...

但是大家觉得留我在那里很危险..

然后佳盈说就陪我叫大家继续...

再过多一会儿...

我觉得我还很多了..

所以我说我可以继续..

既然大家都来到这儿了就一起爬到山顶吧...

我，佳盈和Elgine并没有爬到山顶...

因为那里太斜了...

所以我们就在那里的休息站休息...

他们都不知道哪来的力气...

竟然跑到山顶去..

wah....

本小姐真是佩服万分!!!

等他们回来后..

我们就一起走下山了...

我们几乎用了整个下午来运动...

出汗的感觉真舒服!!!

爽啊!!!

真希望还有下一次^__^

其实我自己都还不知道能不能做这么激烈的运动...

因为我怕会伤到我的脊椎骨...

算了啦..

小心点就可以了^__^

I was wrong

Few days ago...
i found that i was wrong...
my previous post was wrote about my life journey...
i shouldn't think that it may become easy and happy if i think from the rest 359 degree...
yes...
i was wrong...
not everything can become as easy as i think...
some can...
but some cannot...
i realised that i can't think in another way!
i am very down now..
when i think my result will be release on 25th of February...
gosh...
my tears wanna come out already when my gugu told me...
because i worry my result...
i didn't answer well in my last examination..
yup...
maybe i deserved to it..
i should good in manage my time...
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but...
everything passed already...
i should looking forward!
i am trying my best now!
i shouldn't look backward...

When i heard about this newz..
i asked my daddy...
how about if my result was very terrible...
even couldn't enter local university?
how?
my daddy said don't think the others...
once the result havent come out yet...
you shouldn't think in negative way...
yup...
dad...
you are right...

i guess tonight might insomnia until next week...
gosh...

Fong Ying Kit...
be steady...
come on...
bad or good i need to face my result too!
but i still need encouragement..
where i can find it?
myself?
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